Revolving Around "Her"
Wooow. It's been a while since i wrote anything. And even if i did write something...they were merely plans on paper. PLANS PLANS PLANS Speaking of which...just a minute ago i came across a page of "Things i wanna do" list. And i just noticed that maybe 6 out of the 8 things in my list are not things to do for myself. There is no "pamper yourself with a pedicure" or "indulge in a massage session", or "Get a new haircut". Instead, its more like: 1. Take Leen to the Zoo 2. Show Leen that new park over in new cairo 3. Take Leen to Dreampark 4. Check out schools for Leen LOOOL... i mean...is that natural? i guess it is! But i dont remember when this wish list started to take that turn. Seems like it just moves around on its own. Just shows me how my brain is operating now! I wonder if i will suffocate at some point... just focusing on my daughters needs and not mine! Even though... maybe its not all selfless. For at the end...