I wish..

Sometime i wish i could be that person everyone thinks i am.

I wish i could be as strong as they think... as patient as they think... as peaceful as they think... or as deep as they think!

Sometimes...

Sometimes i just want to be someone else. Those low moments dont come often... true... but they do strike.

How annoying it is to feel so vulnerable... to feel so affected.... to feel so hopeless and out of breath..

How painful it is to feel so used...misunderstood...taken for granted.... just weak!!

Sometimes i feel like the "Yes" man...And it feels like shit!

Why cant i be that woman they see!


 



Perhaps I'm NOT as strong as i think!

I hate that feeling!

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