The Craft of Living

Ive been listening to this song for "Amal Maher" Its called " Beinak we Beinha" which means "Between you and her". Its about a girl telling her husband or her boyfriend that if he HAS to cheat on her then please dont cheat with my best friend. Basically he can go to hell but her friend is more important to her. I personally like the song a lot even though i dont know - God forbid- if i was in her shoes if that would be my reaction. Let alone that i can never imagine my best friend being sneaky or sly enough to hook up with my husband. Infact i couldnt imagine any guy or more likely any REAL FRIEND do that to her friend! Then i bumped into one of my friends who has experienced this event with a close friend of hers. Meaning her friends husband married her other best friend! Question is... if such close friends can do this how well can you know what your friends are really like? PS. if you havent heard the song before... look it up "Amal maher - beinak ...

Im so sad. The amount of sadness around me today is overwhelming. Why do people have to endure such sadness and confusion? Why is it that some people see things so vaguely? Why are people so depressed? Why are humans so weak? Why are people popping anti-depressents like tictacs? Has life become so unbearable? Has all their strength to fight back fade? Why would their friends make it worse for them? Is it because they too are depressed? I dont see it? Is my life so perfect compared to theirs? Is my life so perfect at all? WHat is it that makes a difference between people being depressed and going down that pit and others who are depressed but dont let the feeling invade their sense of security and their zest for life? What is it that makes that difference? Is it religion? or does religion just keep you from committing suicide. Is it a new look that you make? or is that just the superficial fixing method? Is it people's support? Even though i think depressed ones listen to no one but...

Well my friends wedding is coming up in a couple of months. SHe has been asking us for some ideas with regards to many things. The last request she had was a funny or humorous wording for her wedding invitation. I got a couple of ideas from the net and then i made up this little poetic justice!! Tell me what you think :) The 18th of June is our Wedding Day Mae and Khaled are here to stay Venue's the Armante Golf City At 1630 that’s where we'll be We've spent so much on our wedding cake So the wedding dress brooch is very fake. We've shopped so much to get the dress right So you'd better keep your comments about the bride. Hurry up and tell us if you're in or out Before the front tables become a crowd We'll be waiting for your call RSVP Remember the Buffet has more than tea. :)

Spent this whole last week eating out. Or at home but bought something from somewhere. Cooked only once this whole time. And while it was a good break from the kitchen, i honestly thought it would be fun to never think about cooking everyday. However, by the end of the week i was so bored with restaurant food. The very weird feeling was.. i missed my kitchen. EVen though at this very moment.. i dont want to think about going home and cooking coz i am SOOO Sleepy... for no reason! But i cant think of eating out either. EVen though today i will be eating non home- made cooking!! (is that how you negate it?) I thank God im not gonna cook for an extra day but i want some home made food. I think i will hire a cook soon. Gosh why am i publishing this entry... i have no idea. Im soooo sleepy... ZZZzzzZZZzzz