My fortune today

"You believe in the goodness of mankind."

Sometimes i wonder if this is a blessing or a curse!

Im sure if i didnt believe in the goodness of mankind i would be kinda paranoid and would always have the conspiracy theory thing in my head.

But in a country like this... you are often wrong when you depend on the goodness of people. Sometimes its just hard to know who is telling the truth coz i just dont see a reason why people should lie or do bad things to each other!

Like now when i watch the video of the police officer and the microbus driver. I see both their statements and both of them i could believe.

If only i didnt know what microbus drivers are really like and how they really speak (mostly inappropriate and thug-like attitude) and if i didnt know that police officers on the streets now are afraid and dont have guts or the will to be in a fight or to work in the first place i wouldnt know who to believe.

I still dont know what to think! I cant make up my mind coz i cant believe people can be so violent inside and would be willing to beat up or shoot each other.

I totally believe in the goodness in mankind and the potential that everyone might have inside them. I cant believe that people in my country could be so dark inside. I really hate to believe it even though im sure im wrong.

Oh well... we live and learn

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