RIP Heba Hamed and Lojain

Last night i was shocked to know about a friend of mine, who passed away in a car accident with her 3 year old daughter.

She has been a colleague from a MS scholarship i took for a year back in 2007. We were friends but not the closest.

Until a couple of months ago she called and asked me if can help her with her english language. So we decided to have conversation classes online twice a week.

We were regular until the feast we missed a couple of classes.. But that was ok.

A couple of times after that i sent her messages to see if she will come online. She didnt reply... and i thought she was busy.... but then it turns out.... she wasnt!


It just makes me feel weird how she came back into my life suddenly and was on my regular weekly plans. She even came by to my house with her little girl once. sweet little girl.
Then suddenly... shes gone.

HOnestly, i never thought id feel so bad when i hear of the passing of anyone right now.
But this has just shaken me to an extent i didnt think possible.

This is the first time in my life that i actually feel scared when i hear of someones death!

Maybe coz she was my age and had a girl my daughters age.... maybe that's what scares me.

i dont know.... i just dont know how to explain it.

I just have a feeling that "Heba" coming back into my life... and then suddenly disappearing was for some reason.

And as weird as it may sound.. this could be a turning point in me. I dont know how or why... but i think it will effect me for a long time.

May God rest her soul in peace and may she be united with her loved ones someday under Gods shadow. May she have her little girl as a companion in her journey and may all her prayers and her holy book light her way.

Heba, you will be missed.... in some weird inexplicable way... u have touched me and you will be missed.

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